first of my lasts.

"You have the heart of a designer & great professionalism, I can see you blossoming into someone amazing in art school" Today was my last day at Meat + Potatoes & I can honestly say that I could not have asked to be around a better Art Director & designers. They taught me so much & I am forever grateful that they're one of my first real stepping stones to my career :) This was pretty much my first real goodbye before I leave for Canada next Wednesday (officially one week!) I don't really know exactly how to feel about it yet. On one side I'm ready to move on, cause there's such a bigger world out there outside Los Angeles and the Valley, but a really big part of me is going to miss every single experience that helped me grow. Blah. It's too much of a mixed emotion. I want to cry every single time my dad takes down something from my room which took me so long to get to where I want it. I keep telling myself this is a good thing & that change can only make everything better. But I'm really really really gonna miss my boyfriend :( Even if he is coming with me & staying for 2 weeks. I already know I'll be crying my heart out.